NirvanaFunClub

Sometimes,
I look at myself in the mirror and I get surprised at how beautiful I look.

Other times,
I look at myself in the mirror and get surprised at how ugly I am.

It usually happens in cases when I am in a crowd,
surrounded by people,
whether friends of strangers,
people I love, or people I do not care about,
in situations when I forget about my self.

Naturally, I like it more when I surprise myself with how beautiful I look.

Whether beautiful or ugly, the element of surprise is always there.

Maybe, in those situations, my mind is not in sync with my body.

Maybe I just forget about myself.

But in both cases, other people seem to recognise me just fine.